God, why have you brought this into my life? Why have you brought this guy to me for so long? Why have you made him like me for so long? Through all the messes we've been...through silent treatments over a year.
Oh how I wish you didn't. I wish you didn't bring him to me four years ago..because I don't know how to cope with it no more. Friends? That's fine with me, but I know I've given actions to many other guys that were..well, not good? I hate those times where you do something, and then the next minute, you want to just die cause you were wondering why you did that.
"to him": I really don't understand how you manage to keep liking me when I like someone else. I don't get why you still like me after four years of 'knowing' me. I don't get why you can't find a better girl to like. I just don't get why you still like me when I've ignored you three times for just about three years each time. Yeah, sometimes I feel really bad about that, but there definitely was a reason for that, and I don't regret doing that.
*sigh, I don't even know what to say about it anymore. There's nothing else to say. Btw, haha. If you're reading this. Honestly, it wasn't really for you to read, but that's ok. You don't need to comment on this either.
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