It's been eight days already since I've turned 15. I don't even feel fifteen. I still feel like a little child who relies on everyone.
Although I've seen myself change a lot throughout this year, I sometimes think I've changed in a bad way. Guilt overwhelms me when I think of certain memories, but even with guilt, some of those memories I still don't regret.
This are exactly the same as my life when I was 14. What kinda change can even happen when I'm 15? I believe that the real change will be when I'm at least 18 or 21.
Why is it that so many people can't wait to get away from their family and live away from them? Do they (including me) realize that only about 1/50th of their life is with their parents?! *sigh* Time flies so quickly that people don't even realize that their parents are already gone. I heard that time flies faster as you get older. Now, I've realized that that was true. I used to see time as a very slow inch worm but now, its like almost as fast as light.
Every year passes, and I feel nothing. Except for this year I can say. So much has happened. Certain people have left behind so many memories. Memories that just won't leave my head. There's so much more to learn from life and with life.
Being 15.....what can I change?
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