It has to be fixed....It has to be rendered.

• When I'm online, she kicks me off or gives me something to do.
• When I'm not playing my violin, she says I don't have the passion.
• When she sees me talking in class, she instantly thinks I'm not listening.
• When I just sit there in class, she says I'm not participating.
• When I ask 'good' questions in class, she shuts her mouth.
• When I don't show her my work, she says I haven't done anything.
• When I show her my work, she doesn't seem interested, or...we get into a fight.
• When we talk about my future, she thinks I don't care.
• When I ask her a question, it turns into an argument.
• When she makes me mad, she flares at me because I'm ignoring her.
• When she gets mad, she totally ignores me and shuts her communication line off.
• When I want to go out, she either says I've had enough hangouts with my friends or asks what we do when we hang out. When I say we talk about life, she goes into detail. When I say I don't want to tell her, her alarm goes off again.
• When I'm on the phone and she's trying to call, she gets mad....even though the phone call with my friend was important.
• When I want some thing (depends on what), she says I have too much.
• It seems like when I do one thing she says another.
• When she says something, and I say something back.....she says I'm talking back.

I really have no way of communicating.....It's just been way too long. Is it just cause we need a break? I used to think that, but I guess that wouldn't help either. I've tried to fix it so many times. A day without arguing is already really good. When that happens, and I tell her, she's just like...that's cause I didn't check up on what you did today...and then I realize that that was true. There's one more year. Only one more year. How am i going to spend it? I don't want to spend my last year like this....but how can I change things? Is patience the key?

Colossians 3:12-13
Since God chose you to be the holy people he loves, you must clothe yourselves with tenderhearted mercy, kindness, humility, gentleness, and patience. Make allowance for each other’s faults, and forgive anyone who offends you. Remember, the Lord forgave you, so you must forgive others.

Psalm 34:18
The LORD is near to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.

Romans 8:28
And we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them.

Psalm 27:14
Wait for the LORD; be strong and take heart and wait for the LORD.

Romans 5:3-5
Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.


Proverbs 15:18
A hot-tempered man stirs up dissension, but a patient man calms a quarrel.

Ephesians 4:2
Be completely humble and gentle; be patient, bearing with one another in

love.