Another Month

Oh Geez...It's March already! Can you believe how fast time can go by? And also how slow it can too? I sometimes wish it would just...all STOP.

Though I guess as of now, I need time not to stop. I need it to keep going and going and going....until I start to forget some of my past memories. They are fading now..but not enough.

Another month to pass. Another month to go through. Another month in life. Time Time time. I've heard that it's everything to people.

I haven't actually given any update on this blog about my life in a long time. For the past month I've been thinking about going for Running Start (RS). I attended two meetings, and I need to register for the test by March 22nd. If I do, I'll probably end up taking the May 1st test. What a bummer. They made it harder..just for me. :]

Questions have been flying through my head recently. Sometimes I just don't know how to stop them, so I just sit at my desk daydreaming. Dreaming about...if I did this, then what would happen? If I asked this, what would happen? If I...If I..If I. It was always about me...Oh, let me throw one more question in. If I don't make it into BC, what will my life be?

I don't know the future. I can't tell what's going to happen, but I can certainly make things happen in the meantime. Like studying for that test--to make sure I get in? I hate being lazy. I hate procrastination. Why is there procrastination in the world anyways? It doesn't benefit us in any way..

Summer. I probably won't be going anywhere. Honestly, I'm not that excited for summer other than no homework. Everyone's going to be doing their own stuff, when I'm sitting around doing nothing..almost. I heard from my parents that we were going on a road trip down to Cali for six flags. Who knows if that's going to happen. State hopping again? :] That would be fun. Hopefully it won't end like last time. hahaha.

I need to plan something for my Summer. I have a feeling I want to do these:

1. Life Guard Training
2. Work--Starbucks, Marywayte, somewhere..
3. Chinese?

What else can I do? OH. Work out. hahaha. What a great summer. I can feel it already...not

But for now, there's already so much to think about. So many questions....so many actions. I have to say though, this school year's almost over..and it went by WAY too quickly. But then again, if I think back, it also went wayyyy too slowly. Just maybe at some parts? =P

Living life is hard, but I guess it's time to put my life back into order and let God lead it again.