I went to Summer Conference this Weekend. Five messages were given in Chinese. Did I understand them? Haha. Likely. =P Dad gave translations for 2 of the sermons to me, but then I chose to listen on my own for the rest. He read from Psalms 1-10. Interesting book of the bible isn't it? He spoke of Anger and prayer. Pray when you need him, but not only then. Pray when you wanna talk to him. There were many times where I've prayed and then asked, what does praying do? Does he listen? These sermons just gave me a reassuring gush that he does listen. He ALWAYS listens.
Anger. Keep it down!!!! Speak softly. Don't stir up anger within your party. Anger is one of the worst things that could happen in a family--also one of the easiest things that can happen. Yes, it's common. It happens ALL the time--but should it happen? There are so many things to learn in Psalms. Even after reading it 100 times, you probably won't get it all.
Is this all what's been blocking me from going out? Recently, I've always wanted to just go out of the house. I didn't like this family very much. I wanted to LEAVE. All along, something was blocking the door. Was it really because of anger that I wanted to leave? My answer now is yes, and that's what this weekend has taught me. It was because of anger that I wanted to leave, and therefore, I'm still here.
No comments:
Post a Comment