It never occurred to me that something like that would happen again. Breakdowns, meltdowns, everything, but in front of someone? Also, especially that one person? It was just great. I now have really realized what people mean by, "I don't know why I'm feeling like this." Cause that's exactly how I felt last night. To be honest I was a little disappointed in myself and what I did. I felt like I was bringing down all my friends. You guys have all helped me so much in different ways. When it comes to what I want to do, it seems like I just go ahead and do it. I might ask you or tell you, but I never end up listening to what you guys have to say. And that's what happened last night. Walking over there made me realize my mistake. It made me realize that I just crushed all my hard work in the past couple months. But I just could not help it. As Cindy says, "both ways hurt you." So true. At least right now it is. I never wanted it to happen, but it just kinda did.
Is making people worry about me my profession? Everyone around me tries to help me, but I end up just making them all worried about me.
My river flows when I'm hurt. Sometimes I can stop it, but I couldn't last night. I'm glad about what happened last night, because I just can't think otherwise. Thanks....gohh for everything. <3>
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