It's Fireproof Right?

I'm writing cause I can't sleep. These days have really been draining all my energy out cause of the heat. But I don't know why I can't sleep tonight. Images and thoughts keep passing through my mind. Random thoughts about how I'm going to say my testimony. Random thoughts about "you". Why did they come back? This afternoon, I sat on the couch downstairs and accidentally started thinking about "you" again. (haha. some of you reading right now probably know exactly who I'm talking about. Esp. the one reading NOW. haha)

I'm so tired and I'm yawning literally like....every minute, yet I can't fall asleep.

I watched fireproof today. Such a great movie! While watching, some things really occur ed to me though. Caleb got respect from the outside world cause he respected them and did things for them. (he gained his respect outside of home.) But with his wife, he expected her to do everything for him.

My thoughts: Is that how I treat my mom too? Do I expect her to do everything for me? Is my attitude towards her like this man is in the beginning of this movie? Hm....maybe that's how I need to change too...ya think?

Many things really struck me as I watched this movie. It made me realize my own attitude. It made me realize how God works in others and it also made me yearn more for God.

I cried in the movie when I saw how this man changed and how God really worked in him. Such a sweet movie. I think it's also a great testimony too. Something great to watch before your baptismal.

It's also great to have friends who care sooooo much for you and lead you in the right path. I really want to be a friend like that. I want to be a friend who leads my friends to Christ. (To lead them to know who he really is-a great, powerful, and loving God.)

Okay. I think I'm finally ready for some sleep now.